Everything is perfect thats far away

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 05:30:13 GMT

trust me, you haven't a clue what it feels like.

So fuckin drunk right now but soo fuckin pissed.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:08:08 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.

GOOO FOR IT!

Thu, 26 May 2005 02:32:18 GMT

Oy all i can say is i want school to be over and i have a new layout.

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 00:48:45 GMT

oooh, another new lay out. Thirteen one to depressing. this IS PERFECT. OH LA LA! take a looksie!

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 23:38:45 GMT

new layout that i took from a site, its nice.. im not thrilled about the image but i wanted a change until i finish my spring layout. later gators

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 22:00:44 GMT

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone.
It's not warm when she's away.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she's always gone too long anytime she goes away.

Wonder this time where she's gone,
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home anytime she goes away.

today was a good day.
wanting something you can't have is wonderufl but tortreous.
why does someones feelings always get hurt or get in the way?
life is painfully true sometimes.

feeling better..

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 03:24:09 GMT

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Fri, 18 Feb 2005 02:52:18 GMT

my bitterness stings you,
yet your sweetness repels it,
were bittersweet together,
how will time withhold it?

your the reason i loose my footing
and
your the reason i come back down
but i can't stop this feeling from beating me down.

my mind is a defeaning rainstorm when things start quieting down
so i need to find a way to calm myself down.

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 19:53:06 GMT

10 random things about my life right now as of Febuary 8 , 2005.

1. i have the 2 craziest academic weeks ahead of me as of now.
2. one of my best friends is upset with me, and i have alot to do with it.
3. my love life is on its way to being locked down
4. yet i still have the crush radar of a 6th grader.
5. i jammed my finger yesterday.
6. merle wasn't in school today to keep me entertained
7. my ankles are soar as hell.
8. i haven' talked to claire on the phone in 24 hours.
9. my grandma is going ot make me these things called sticky buns tommorow. you will die for them.
10. i'm bored out of my mind right now. could you tell?

LATE PRACTICE TODAY. EWWWWWWWWW.

heres to best friends.. <3

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 17:12:30 GMT

To: Jules, Maureen and Claire. This is for you.
everyone has those moments when they stop and appreciate who really matters to them.
It may have taken some difficult things to help me realize. but i love these three people as much as anyone. They are my family..

Maureen And Jules

Claire

This is too the best friends in my life. You guys are what keep my world spinning.
I know this is random. but you girls are what make me who i am today. I love you with everything i have in my heart.

...Ommo, Penelope, Lucifris, Dogleash (Stuck up Bitch)...

(hehe i'm such a sap i don't need to be told you guys! but i love ya'll tons!)( i was also bored in Study Hall with my laptop)

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 23:46:32 GMT

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] Put this in your journal

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 00:28:03 GMT

Pre-Formal Picture w/ Michelle, and a couple at the dance that Sandhya sent me.

**GO TO LIZAS FOR MORE NEW PICTURES!**

Pretty Pose Pictures of Michelle and I

Close Ups--Look @ the pretty hair

Michelle and I <3

Random Pictures of the dance

Me and Sandhya xxx

whoa...my hand

OK, ok so Allie and i got a bit crrrrazy.

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For more pictures from formal go to Anais's Journal aaanais and Liza's xo_nevermind

Thanks to everyone who made this formal so much better then the last.
Lots of memories.
By the way everyone looked GORGEOUS.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 23:07:06 GMT


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Mon, 08 Nov 2004 01:44:07 GMT

post a comment with a memory of me.
it can be anything you want.
then post this in your journal and
see what people remember about you.

pleeeease.

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 23:35:33 GMT

Yesterday was really fun. Woke up at 10, showered then Claire Mo and Jules came and picked me up and we went to the train station to catch the 11:44 into the city. When we got on the train we got right into the same car as everyone else we were meeting. well..minus two. cicy and nica missed the train. Cara, Sam and Heather were already waiting for us on the train which they had caught down in croton. Sat on the train listened to different ring tones we made a couple people move which was funny. were just to loud. When we got into the city took the subway down to union square and looks at jewlery venders and went in shoe mania for jules she needed sneakers. Then we went to Cosi and ate lunch while we waited for cicy and nica to get there.

Then we walked down 14th street stopping in various stores and boutiques. American apparel was seriously one of the freakiest stores i've been in. every single skirt and shirt in every color, it was mind boggling. Went to urban outfitters and such.. Claire's friend ben met up with us later, didn't say more than two words to him but he seemed nice. Then maureen and i left because mo wanted to go to neccesary clothing before we had to head back to grand central and catch the 4:52 back home.

We made it with about 4 minutes until it left. Talked all the way home and listened to music. my mom met us at ossinging and then we went up and the massage lady candace came. She worked on my hamstring it felt tons better afterwards then maureen got one as her late birthday present. And lets just say the look on her face was a give away that she liked it. Ate with her and my family then she went home and i went to bed.

Today was soccer filled. We won 5-1 which was really great, i have a good feeling about this season. p.s Icy Hot is GOD.
Anyways school tommorow *long groan* I HATE HOMEWORK.

Somethings wrong with my photo site, so i'll add the pictures later
xxxx

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 14:54:03 GMT

Off to the city for the day with the Soccer Girlies a.k.a PGG<3.
I'll write more about school and today and possibly pictures!
I have my cell if you need me!
xxx

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 16:10:18 GMT

stole from elly! (ellen) <3

Act your age: i have my moments

Born on what day of the week: saturday

Chore you hate: brining out the recycling

Dad's name: Gordon Dennis Mott

Essentail make-up item: Mascara

Favorite actors/actresses: kate hudson

Gold or sliver: Silver

Hometown: Briarclif Manor, NY

Instruments you play:i used to play the piano

Kids: someday!

Living arrangements: parents and dog

Mom's name: Donn Belle Lilly

Number of socks you own: a bunch

Overnight hospital stays: 5

Phobia: death, my parents dieing, drowning, being paralyzed

Quote you like: "Love humilates you, hatred cradles you"

Religious affiliation:none ( i celebrate christmas though)

Siblings:
none

Time you woke up today:
10:40

Unusual habits:twirling my hair

Vicious thing you've done: set some one up in 3rd grade to get in trouble

Worst habit:twirling my hair

X-rays you've had:
i lost count at 15

Your favorite season:
spring or summer!

Zodiac sign:
Leo

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 18:19:00 GMT

I'm in london from July 2nd (today) until July 11th.
i'll start updating regularly when i get back.

Hope everyones summer is going well.

<3 Love To All
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 20:45:26 GMT

Getaway by: Train

If I could ride this slide into forever
What would I give to getaway
That pain that stayed
Seemed like forever
What would you give to getaway

I know this is how I could be over you
You know this is not another waste of time
All this holding on can't be wrong
Just come back to me and I am not alone

You had your man your fan but not forever
You should have let him
You should have let him getaway
But your pride made you ride on this slide by his side to his lies
Seemed like forever
What would you give to getaway

I know this is how I could be over you
You know this is not another waste of time
All this holding on can't be wrong
Just come back to me so I am not alone
To getaway
To getaway
To getaway
To getaway

I know this is how I could be over you
You know this is not another waste of time
All this holding on can't be wrong
And I know this is how I could be over you
You know that I am not another waste of time
All this holding on can't be wrong
If you come back to me so I am not alone
To getaway...

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 22:40:05 GMT

Post a memory of me as a comment in this entry.. It can be anything you want. Then, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you. ;) Please fill it out <3

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 00:44:44 GMT

RANDOM QUESTIONS
which friend[s] do you most relate to? - Jules, Anais, and callie
what type of person are you? - caring
what do you regret the most? not putting my heart into everything i love
whats your most funniest memorie[s]? - kat peeing in her pants on my kitchen floor and god the list goes on.
what are your plans after high skool? - a year off and then college, or just straight to college
what age do you want to get married? - when mr. right coems my way! but mid-late twenties
what do you want to name your son[s]? - Kyle, taylor
what do you want to name your daughter[s]? - Madison, Jocelyn
are you attached or unattached? - unattached

QUESTIONS FOR THE UNATTACHED
how long have you been single? - one month tommorow
who was yer last boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: Ambrose Naumann
how much longer do you plan on bein single? - im not a psychic, hopefully not long
what do you look for in the opposite sex? - personality, and height and eyes, someone who can take control and also let me
have you ever found what you were looking for? - i've found something close to it
do you like or have a crush on anyone now? - nope i don't.

QUESTIONS FOR THE ATTACHED
what is your boy/girlfriends name? -
when did you two start seeing eachother t? -
how'd you two meet? -
how long have you two beenseeing eachother [years.months.weeks.daes]? -
do you feel that this relationship will last long? -
are you in luv? -
does your boy/girl know everything bout you? -
are there secrets in the relationship? - yes

YES OR NO
do you believe in GOD? - no
are you the religious type? not at all
do you do drugs [weed, crack, shiet, etc.]? -haven't never will
do you drink? - yes (extremley rarley)
do you smoke stoges? - no
are you a moody person? - yea i def. can be
are you 'fraid of the monsters under your bed? - no
do you believe in angels?no
do you believe in miracles? - in some cases
do you believe that theres someone out there made for you? yes i do but i don't think you'll def. meet them.

WUT DO YOU THINK OF....
...our "PRESIDENT"? -fucking bastard
...your friends? - stupendous
...your life in general? -its ok
...liars, decievers, brain-washers, etc.? - ughla
...your family? - understanding people
...the city that your livin in? -its ok
...the people that have funk against you?- screw 'em

WHICH ONE?
coke or pepsi - coke
oreos or chips ahoy - chips ahoy
chips or crackers - chips
drink or drank - drink
love or hate - love
rap or hip-hop - hip hop
rock or country - rock
best friends or enemies - best friends
comedy or romance- romance
fiction or non-fiction - fiction
AIM or AOL - AIM

FRIENDS
would you say you're a good friend? -yes
who are your best/close friends? - i don't have to say, you should just know and so do they

AS OF NOW
what do you wish you were doing? - tanning
what time is it? - 8:34
who are you thinking of? - someone i love to death
what are you thinking of? - ""
what are you planning to do after this survey? talk to people online

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 20:21:41 GMT

Well after like 3 hours of this, i'm finally done. Here are the pictures of puerto rico from spring break with anais.
It was absolutley gorgeous there.
It was just the cure we needed to come back feeling as good as we are now!

We stayed at the Hyatt Dorado Beach in Dorado, Puerto Rico. It was absolutley lovely!
GO TO PUERTO RICO!

Here are our lovley lovley pictures!

Anais's feet in the hammock in paradise.

Veiw from the hammock

Me on the beach

I love the light in this picture, its gorgeous

This is a picture looking at the bend where our hotel "casita" is

Gorgeous picture of the sun setting looking back toward the main part of the hotel

another one like the previous

Wading in the water, hiking up my skirt lol

"Smile if you like paradise!"

Looking up towards the casitas hiden by palm trees.

Anais the beach godess, lol

Anais and I's favorite picture. Thats Anais on the rock with the most spectacular light.

The breakers and me wadding in the corner

:)

"You know, down here blondes are exoctic" "they are, are they?" *grin* lol

I love this picture, i love how you can still see the feet up near the top, and the foot prints. Ungh, its so pretty

Same place different times..

Anais's feet in the surf

Me looking really weird jumping over tiny waves

more prettyness..

my favorite sunset picture, well one of them

Some shots of our Hotel Room

veiw from the balcony of our room

another veiw from our balcony

I curled some of my hair and i really wanted to see the curl that i couldn't see in the mirror lol

Anais had just waved hers in this picture

went on a night walk one night and took this picture (the others didn't turn out so well)

Another day

we went for a walk over to the other "sister" hotel. These pictures are on the west point.

grrr the sun was so bright i coudln't keep my eyes open

we were waiting for the trolley back to our hotel when anais snapped this one without me knowing

almost got her back, but she looked

Feet!

Anais on the beach that evening...

more sceanary

i just thought this was a fun shot to take..

Anais sunbathing

mr.sunblock looks out over the ocean

me looking dumbfoundly at my book, listening to music and sunbathing..big multi-tasker i know.

this is Elan, the 16 years old puerto rican we hung out with. He looks really young in this side picture..weird

This is Araon, hes twelve and he's Elan's brother. he was the cutest thing alive!!! i love him! he was too funny. Hes quite the ladies man, hes even got a girl up here in new york!!

Anais's sunburnt legs :(

Me thinking of a way to cool her legs down and make it feel some better.

The solution--> soaking washclothes in ice cold water and putting them on her! mwah ha ha

Watching the "under the tuscan sun"

wanting the rain to go away before we go out on our excursion

This is the biggest radio telescope in the world. Its an AMAZING thing.

Its REALLY BIG

Us and the telescope.. nothing really exciting there.

My new dress from the GAP outlet store 20 bucks!!! I LOVE IT!

Our paradise..god it was absolutley gorgeous there. *sigh*
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There you go, that was our trip. It was gorgeous, Puerto Rico is amazing. *sigh* It was a complete blast. Hope you like the pictures!!!

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 01:19:01 GMT

Puerto Rico 3/20 - 3/26

Saturday: We got to the hotel around like 1:30. The room wasn't quite ready yet so we sat in the lobby and soaked in the warrrrm air. Anais and i got impatient and went out rolled up our pants and went wadding in the water. Anais's pants fell down resulting in very wet and salty pants. Then we got frustrated grabbed our suits out of our bags and went to change in the bathroom. Then we ran outside into the ocean and swam there. That was the first day we say Elan (more about him later). We talked about a rock and swooned over how bloody gorgeous it was there. Then my parents came and we got in a golf cart and drove out to our "casita". We were on the second floor of the casita. My parentd were right next door. We were room 4109 and they were 4110. We unpacked a bit. And then i think we walked around and took AMAZING pictures! those will be posted at some point <3 Dinner was at 7:00 at this resturant near the gold course. It was nice. Watched Uptown girls and then went to bed.

Sunday: We got up ordered breakfest to the room. Then we realized we wanted to go to the Cerromar today. We rushed to catch the trolley that runs there every half hour, but we missed it. Not wanting to wait we decided to walk. With some half assed directions we got there 40 minutes later, tired and steamy hot. The hotel was really cool. It has 3/4 of a mile river pool that you can ride tubes down. and it has a water slide and a big pool. We sat down and had lunch while dying to sit out in the sun. We got our spot tanned for a little and then went up to the tube river. We went down once before going down the waterslide. I twisted a bit to much and started going really fast, that resulted in a bit of screaming lol. I'm such a dork. We took pictures while waiting for the 4:30 trolley bus. Then we had dinner this Zen Garden place. Can't even think about it, it made my stomach ache for days. Ugh *erasing memories* (it wasn't bad food, just not good aftermath)

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I'm going to dinner, i'll finish or add another entry to finish up the other 6 days later <3 just didn't want to loose the work i've done!

<3 kisses

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 03:12:16 GMT

Off to Puerto Rico tommorow really early in the morning.

Will be home REALLY late on Friday night.

Love you and miss you all! <3

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 00:02:30 GMT

There is no love without colour.